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and so i have decided... i will keep my main website & scrap blogging on xanga... this will just be an archival index of some of my wisest (and dumbest) blogs of all time... feel free to switch!...

CLAYGIRL's MAINBLOG
http://claygirl4main.blogspot.com/

today it was pointed out to me that having 2 blogs was like having multiple personalities, thus an indication of bipolarity... and so i am taking this quite seriously, and considering to just have 1 blog (duh!)...

but i wish to clarify that it was in no way intended to show completely opposite minds, but that this particular grey matter thinks too much, and cannot seem to just condense it into one journal(!)... what you see is what you get, blogging once... or twice...

i'll soon reveal my decision... just wait & see...

it's interesting how, in the years i've watched television, (modern) man has become desensitized to the gory and not-so-gory world of the (boob) tube... i realize this statement has been made by media critics, parents and educators, yet the "reality shows" bug has infected the world... anything that sells today will sell tomorrow... or at least refurbished for the next bargain bin... it is a MAD world we live in...

"...We are inclined to think that everything that happens is to be turned into useful teaching. In actual fact, it is to be turned into something even better than teaching, namely, character. The mountaintop is not meant to teach us anything, it is meant to make us something. There is a terrible trap in always asking, "What’s the use of this experience?" We can never measure spiritual matters in that way. The moments on the mountaintop are rare moments, and they are meant for something in God’s purpose..." My Utmost For His Highest, October 1

this Sunday, October 3 is LIFE CHAIN Day across North America! get involved & APPLY what you learn from life --that LIFE is sacred! stand up for the unborn! TESTIFY!
i label myself a hopeless romantic, sentimental, a fool for love... and yet i am sceptical about the possibilities (or purposefulness) of certain relationships: the non-conformist long-distance relationship, the controversial "age-doesn't-matter" love affair, the timeless hunt for Mr. or Ms. Right, and the list lengthens...

how do i really determine the worth of a love which i've never had?... yes, lately i've been spouting 'love' lingo but in all seriousness once the moment of truth hits me hard, my (final) decision will either scar or redeem me...

and so i will give other hearts a chance to map out their destiny, whether it is with me... or not...

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